Heta's Dreamworld

You have just entered my Dreamworld! My website is (or at least will be) full of my own things, my life, my interests, my imagination. It's all about me, and why not? It is my website after all.
I hope you will find it interesting to browse through the site and read about my mostly boring life– Hey, wait a minute! How can I expect anyone to find my boring life interesting? What a weird statement...
Anyway, have fun reading about me!

Info
I might sometimes use the DD/MM/YYYY way of writing the date, because that's the way we write it in Finland.
I'm adding new things whenever I come up with something, and you can leave some suggestions too! I have a questbook, it doesn't bite.

More coming all the time!

0:36

Long time no see! If you're wondering why I'm suddenly updating my homepage, the reason lies in the very beginning of this post. It's 0:36 am and that means I ought to be sleeping right now. I'll be updating my blog tomorrow (hopefully...) but I felt like doing a quick update here right now for some reason. I've added a few thing in the calendar and changed the photo in the About me section. And I added a random poem in the Art page. :''D

20:13

...I was supposed to read Swedish, but ended up opening my computer and mysteriously got an inspiration to quickly update my homepage. Well, we all know what happens when I'm supposed to do something quickly. I spent about two hours surfing in the net and writing "a little something" about Elisabeth the musical in the music section. I also added a link to the D'espairsray gig review I wrote in my blog. Yeah, lazy me couldn't bother to write anything new about that but ended up writing a novel about my current obsession. -.- Sorry~!

Gah, school starts in two weeks and I'm already stressing out... So much to do, so little time. And I just can't decide where to begin!

10:09

Sorry for not updating this site lately! I have been busy enough with my blogs. ^^ I just started my third blog yesterday x) when I was feeling very angsty. If you are interested in my anxiety attacs and the darker corners of my mind, I'll invite you to read it. (You'll need a Google account though, because Blogger is like that.) It's a more private blog than my two others and I'm publishing my stories there, too.

I've updated the lower part of the About me section, added some manga and so forth. I'll probably do more when I have a little more inspiration. ^^

16:55

Hello people! It's time to prove you that this site isn't completely dead even though I have a blog now. ^^ I won't write much about my life here 'cause you can read about that in the blog (links above).

I have updated the info about my manga collection in About me section and added a little somethingto my Wishlist. (My recently found addiction to nail blogs is going to cost me too much. ;;___;;)

I had to go and buy Jennifer Rardin's One More Bite last Tuesday and just finished reading it yesterday.Now I'll 'have' to buy the rest of the series too.

I think it would be best if I updated my blog now, since a few people have asked me to do that more often. So head over there next!

17:15

Hello people!

It's been over a month again. I'm terribly sorry! Some day I will learn to update more frequently, I promise you that.

And now it is news time! I had my hair cut a little over a week ago and I now have a fringe (or bangs, if you prefer). It's weird to have a fringe again after two long years of trying to grow it out. People tell me that it suits me, but I'm not so sure myself. I guess it takes a while to get used to it again.

I've been doing a lot of tai chi lately (read: this weekend). Yesterday I had a normal lesson and today I had an intense three-hour session of practicing the second part of the form. (This propably doesn't say anything to you if you don't know anything about tai chi.) It was so much fun! I learned so much and now I'll only have to remember it all every time I'm doing the second part.

What else... Oh yeah, I noticed again that I do not like shopping. At least not in Sello, which is one crappy place. I spend almost an hour going through several clothing shops and all I found was one simple black shirt. Great. Actually I also bought a black headband with a bow in it and a hair clip with a white rose. I also saw a very beautiful black headband with a little black veil-kind-of-thing on it but I decided not to buy it when I saw the price tag. I won't buy a headband that costs 47€. I won't. Even if it's pretty. *cries* I need new clothes and jewellery.

I got my Christmas present CDs for January and February last week. Queen's The game and The Works. Wheehee! For March I'm going to get my dad to order me D'espairsray's new album Redeemer from CDJapan. And I'll have to do it soon if I want to get the limited first press edition. (That 'if' over there is kinda unnecessary though.)

I'll make a new banner for this website today. As soon as possible. And in case you didn't notice, I've added a calendar from which you can check what's going on in my life. At least a few things. If I remember to add things in there... ^^

Now, I'll go to talk with my dad. I can almost feel the CD in my hands.

18:53

Happy New Year! It's been over a moth again since the last update. I apologize for that.

So how come I'm updating right now? Well, I'm supposed to be working on a geography project. I haven't had the time to hang around in the net (or a computer itself for that matter) so I'm having some quality time right now. I'll do anything expect what I'm supposed to be, as usual.

Aside of my geo project I also have a maths test next week and I should work on with my dress for the school dance. I've already made some progress!

I've been a bit depressed lately because of school and stuff. It's because I have too much to do and it would be better if I wasn'tjust sitting here writing this. So I'll stop and hopefully update again sometime soon.

21:35

I have seen the Twilight! Mwahaha! Omnomnomnom... It wasn't exactly that good, as was to be expected, but at least it followed the book guite much. I'll have to go watch it again to be able to give you a good enough review though.

Other than that, my Christmas holiday started today! Whee hee! Almost two weeks of free time ahead! I'll have to buy some last-minute Christmas presents the day after tomorrow or so...

14:09

An update, because you always have to wait for too long for my updates. Sorry~!

I'm at school at the moment and I've still got about twenty minutes 'til the dancing lesson begins. So here goes! Yesterday I bought tickets for the Twilight movie! (Mikä on ennakkonäytös englanniksi?) I'm going to see it with my four friends the next Thursday! The premier in Finland will be on the 2nd of January, so we'll be able to see it about three weeks earlier. I'm so happy! Why do the movies always come out so late here? It was exactly the same with Sweeney Todd last year...

But really, here I thought I was going to have to wait for another month and now I'll only have to wait for one single week! It still seems like way too long a time for me... 

And Christmas is coming too! I'm hoping to get new earphones and a watch. And the j-rock fandom is rising again! Both Versailles and Gackt have released new singles this month and D'espairsRay has released singles too... I want new CDs! I guess I'll go for some American rock (like Muse) this month... 

I'll have to call it a night early today too... There's nothing to beat a good night's sleep! 

15:57

Whaaat? It's been like three month since I updated last time. o__O Well, here I am again!

I've caught a cold again. -___-'' Otherwise I'm doing great, school has been OK. The best news is that we have begun to practise for the greatest thing ever, which would be a dance at our school. I've even got a partner, and the dress I'm making will be beautiful. I've still got a lot to do though.

Today I finally got my Twilight Sondtrack. I only listened to it once, but I guess I'll be playing it quite much during the next... Couple of years or something? ^^ And I'm waiting for my copy of Final Fantasy XII, which I should be getting soon too. Speaking about waiting... Twilight will be in movies here in Finland the 2nd of January 2009. Only one month to wait! The hardest part is that one of my friends has already downloaded it to her comp and I think she'll watch it pretty soon. This is going to be a long month for me.

Only three weeks of school and then we'll have our Christmas break. I'm going to Saariselkä with Taina and her family again this year, so there's another thing to be waiting for. And Christmas presents, of course! My birthday was the 29th of November, but I got my present in advance in October. I got a new mp3 player! I like my Creatrive Zen X-Fi a lot. I can watch videos with it and it has a 32 Gb memory. Lovely~

Well, I hope I'll be updating again pretty soon! No promises though...

13:21

Long time no see, again! Almost all of the pages are now updated, if even just slightly.

I have had a great summer, though it has gone past way too quickly. My trip to England was great, I think I experienced both good and bad things there. STS could have done slightly better, but the overall experience was definitely great! I don't know if I learned that much English, but I am now definitely much more confident when speakin it. It was nice to notice that I can actually hold a conversation in English with English people.  (I don't want to sound selfish, but my score in the final test was the best of the whole course. ^^) The last night in London wasn't exactly what I thought it would have been, but atleast we got to go to a musical and to Madame Tussaud's. I went to watch We Will Rock You with my friend Pia and our Finnish leader Hanna. It was totally awesome! I even bought a shirt with the musical's logo in it.

I went to Animecon with my friends and it was a nice experience. I bought some manga and Versailles' CD Lyrical Sympathy. I would also have bought a wall scroll with Gackt in it, but there weren't any left by the time I went to get one. Now I'm waiting for Mochan to get more of them and then I'll order one from their website.

The upcoming weekend will be busy, since we will have our cousin's wedding and my little sister's confirmation party. I am really looking forward to it, because I will finally be able to see my cousins and Katariina after a way too long time.

Only one week left before school starts again. Catch up with you all later! 

17:46

Hello everyone! It is time to update properly at last!

So, summer has begun in a fuss. I am going through a lot emotionally and for some reason I feel like a mess. Probably because I wasn't able to sleep enough last week. I had to wake up too early in the morning to be at work at half past nine. Haha, yeah... About that summer job of mine... I actually enjoyed being with younger kids (aged from 8 to 12) but it was tiring. Most of these kids didn't know how to sew at all, so I really had very much to do. I only worked for about 4 hours a day but it felt more like 8 to be honest. 

I got two new CDs last week and I really like them. I got Paramore's Riot! and Matenrou Opera's GILIA and I have been listening to them a lot.

I wanted to buy a t-shirt from my mother's cousin, but he was way too kind and wanted to send one for me for free! It is a relief actually since I would have had to order the shirt all the way from Australia and it woud have costed a lot. Please check out his website here!

My language course will start the day after tomorrow! I'm so excited! But I'm also a bit worried... Three weeks abroad and away from my family... Wow. Luckily a friend of mine is coming too, so I won't be too homesick. I want to get to speak English with the locals! 

23:18

Yayy! Summer vacation! I'll propably write more tomorrow or so, now this is going to be just a quick update since it is already late.

I have been working this week. I'll have to tell you about it, but not now.

Check out the music section! I added a little something about a great song... It is in the lowest section, the first one of the three songs.

Bye for now, I'll update soon again.

14:43

Hello there!

I just noticed that I should really consider updating my site banner. I mean, that one you see right now is just so old and lame.

But that's not what I came here to say. I wanted to tell you that I am doing great at the moment, even though the exam week is starting the next Wednesday. Last week was great, all my frieds were so happy and we have had great time at school. Last Wednesday was actually a bit stresful , since I had my French talking exam and a presentation in physics. But in the end I did pretty well in both, so I'm happy.

Finland won against Sweden in ice hockey last night! And they were 3rd overall! Whee!

Okay, besides the Ice hockey world championship, I have gotten addicted to Japanese music again. Who would have believed that it was even possible to get more addicted than what I have already been? And the main reason to the addiction? The ultimately great visual-kei band Versailles. And of course their singer Kamijo. Oh how I love beautiful Japanese men! <3 But now I'm so pissed because I didn't go to see them live when they were in Finland last month. Yeah, I had lots of tests but I really should have go to see them! I wasn't studying anyway.

I got 10 from Japanese again and my addiction towards Japan is getting stronger again. Which is probably a good thing, since I have felt quite dull over the winter, without much energy to get interested in things. Once again, it is tough to be 16. All the feelings I get always have to be so major.

By the way, if you get a chance, watch Vampire Knight! It is love. I have watched it without subs to improve my Japanese and because I can never wait 'til they get the subbed versions to the net.

I ate sushi the day before! Yay! And yesterday we got our trampoline up and running again. Now I guess I'll have to start planning some kind of pool/trampoline party for my friends... Hope the weather gets better first though.

So much for the rambling, see you again! 

21:14

Hi!

I think it was the wisest thing for me to do to write about my dark moments here. It seems to have worked very well, since I am already feeling a lot better. My parents didn't kill me when I told them about my dropping grades, mostly due to my crying over my stress the previous weekend.

Sometimes I just can't help but hate being 16. It's actually really pleasant, if you don't happen to get some major moodswings every other day/hour/minute.

The reason I'm happy right now? Well, I have great time with my friends at school every day. One of my friends is seriously obsessed with BJDs and we are collecting money together.  And that's just a little part of it. I think I have gained about 500 extra years of living, that's how much I laugh with my friends, our little group, everyday.

And I tell you all, in case you are a teenage girl who wants to remain sane, do not read any vampire stories. (Or yaoi, for that matter.) They will probably cause some serious obsessions, especially if you happen to like beauty and/or love stories and/or mystery. And I'm talking from experience.

My newest obsession regarding vampires (besides Twilight of course) is Jennifer Rardin's Jaz Parks novels. I just finished the first book in the series, Once Bitten Twice Shy, and hopefully I'm going to hit a book store tomorrow to by the next one. One lovable story, I must say.

Now to eat some Gnocci con camberetti! (I have no idea how that should be spelled...) So see you later, folks!

8:50

Hi again! Over a month has passed without me updating the site. I'm sorry about that.

I have been really tired and down for quite some time now, and even if the days are getting longer, I can't seem to get any happier. I am going to get a 6 from chemistry and it really depresses me. My friends are the only thing right now that are keeping me from succumbing to this surrounding darkness. I seem to be able to write good poems right now, so at least that is positive.

I have never been a person who gets depressed easily, so this is all very new to me. I hope I'll be able to regain my will of living and happiness. 

20:26

Hi again people!

Today, I was supposed to go watch Sweeney Todd the movie. My dad bought us two tickets, and then we decided to make sure that I was able to go see it... Sweeney Todd is rated 18+ in Finland, and it means that no-one under the age of 18 can go see it in the movies. So that was the end of it for me. Mom and dad went to see it together and I'll just have to wait for it to be released on DVD and before that by the soundtrack or something. Actually I'll do just that!

Let's see, what else... February was the month of spending for me. I don't even want to know how much money I used. I bought several mangas and the new expasion pack for The Sims 2. I also used some euros to library's reserving fees. I fail.

I bought some Nutella, so now I can eat sandwiches with chocolate! And I also bought the first book of Trinity Blood manga in Finnish, but that was a mistake, since the translation is a bit stupid...

Until next time then, friends!